Peace & Health

Today. Was. Hard!
Today I was 9 weeks 4 days along...
Today was the second day we saw baby #2 on the ultrasound screen. Today was the day we did not see the little tiny heart beating...the same heart that we saw beating at 135 bpm a week earlier. Today was the day we went from expecting baby #2 to asking questions about what to do next. It was an emotional day that seemed to last forever! 


Today was the day we had to tell family and friends about the doctor visit...that we had lost the baby!


BUT it was also the day that we Praised God for our healthy baby boy! We thanked him for allowing us to have a second chance at parenthood...and thanked him for being our savior and taking that sweet baby to heaven! 
Today just plan SUCKED! 
...but we KNOW that God's plans for us are far BIGGER and BETTER than we can imagine! Praying now for my health...praying for a good dr visit on Friday. Praying for NO SURGERY! Praying for closure....


So today My prayers are for PEACE and HEALTH...

Philippians 4:7
"And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus"  

This is the shirt Hudson wore while we were in NYC to tell our family he was going to be a BIG BROTHER...So for today we will put Hudson's "big brother to be" shirt away and pray that he will be able to wear it again in the future!